Yes I have a foul mouth. Allow me to explain. I was married to an addict for 20 years. During that time I raised five children while balancing the fallout from his almost constant relapses. For over a decade, I kept his addiction a secret from my children, the community, and our customers. I kept a perfect house. I homeschooled. I won contests for my recipes. I wore aprons. I kept sweet. The city gave me an award for my work on our home. Vacations, nice cars, real estate ventures, the whole bit. Then everything went to hell. Between 2014 and 2018 we lost the house, the business, and the breadwinner went to prison, repeatedly. Now at 41, I'm rebuilding my life and I've learned that keeping up appearances is a stupid and futile endeavor, and I'm not doing it anymore.❤️